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Mentions of suicide and other heavy topics.
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I've since heard some… I'll put it as "troubling" rumors. These rumors talk about one place in particular, albeit fictional, but a location none the less. It has become such a popular topic that there is documentation of this fictional location. It's strange to me, because I know it's fiction, that much is obvious, but it is documented as such it is real. This location has been titled "The Backrooms", and is home to a large collections of authors fascinated in it. I can see the appeal of this genre of horror, because it's a melancholic and strange place. I can't say I'd want to be there, but as part of the rumors, some, do? I don't really understand it. If you go there you'd lose your home, family, everything, and that's a thing people desire? It's an easy thought to say that I'd never want that, so the people that want to must be a little… strange in the head. I would never want to leave my family.
Grocery list:
- A bottle of milk, we're almost out
- Two loafs of bread, this should last the week
- Four potatoes, a plentiful amount
- Two bell peppers, for dinner tonight
- A cut of steak, for dinner tonight
- A bottle of almond water That's not real
- Some snacks, for the children
The Backrooms has started to pique my interest, but more than before. Now it's all I can think about. Like a little virus that has invaded my brain, but I wonder, why is it so captivating? It seems nothing more than a little horror story, yet, there is no story, it's simply a place. Why is this so much more interesting? I don't understand, this should have less substance for my brain to eat up, yet… it's different. A topic I can't fully understand, why does it work? I don't know… I need to make dinner for the family tonight, I can't keep being distracted by this fictional world.
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I think I'm starting to understand now, I see the appeal. There are some places that aren't horror, a safe haven in the grim reality of that world. Now I wish it was real, I want to be there. I'd leave my family, I would. I definitely would. I must say why in detail, as this is a bold claim. It's actually a direct contradiction to what I've previously said. But, I now believe this truth. There is so much more worth in a life like that. I am at peace, and I am happy. What life is that to live? No dangers, no struggles? A life with no struggles is no life at all. The Backrooms would be more interesting, a better, a true life. It's a dream I can only imagine living.
To-do list:
- Get groceries
- Make dinner
- Say "Goodnight" to family
- Enter the Backrooms
Now how do I do this last step?
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